Alarm bells start ringing in my head calling me, waking me up. If you did follow me on twitter, you'll know why. (Twitter: @aaandric) Check on those tweets that's on the 26th May 2010.
Almost felt like crying for being who i am now. Spending so much money for my luxury and wasting money. I'm really afraid for my future now. Thinking that for the amount of money that i earn next time, how am i going to live a luxurious life? Am i spending too much now and not thinking it's really sinful and wasteful?
My lecturer did say one sentence which is really true. In fact, everything he said in the class applies to every Singaporean. These are a few examples:
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'You'll have to give when you take in life and you'll receive more. Good stuffs will befall on you.'
'The richer you are. The more stupid you are because you'll thought you have lots of money and start spending more and not save. Ended up when you're jobless, no savings and you start thinking back how you've been spending for the past few years and regret which is useless.'
'We always thought wearing branded products, people will look up on us. It's quite true. But end of the day, people see who you are inside. You've eventually lost who you are in the first place. Who your parents are born you to be. Branded products don't determine who you really is but what you are.'
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Aren't these really true? Honestly, i almost cried listening to my lecturer going on and on and i kept thinking and thinking. Majority of the people in class was so emotional and quiet down thinking how's life going to be in the future ahead of us. Are we going to struggle like hell or have a luxurious life but knows when's the right time to spend the right money?
My mind kept rolling on and on making me so stressed up. Having major exams coming up next week & some personal issue. I felt the sudden strong impact on me that i broke down in class crying silently.
I'm really touched that almost everyone in the class is so concern for me.
Used to be a happy kid going into the class with a smile and everyone saying hi to me happily. But today is really different and they've all noticed it. Most touching part of all is that almost half of the class is willing to accompany me to have KFC and cheered me up without any hesitation. I love you guys. You guys truely got me felt the feeling of one family in the clique. Though words can really explain what i want to say in my heart, how i feel & how touched i am but I would love to say i love all of you and thank you for being there when i need a shoulder to cry on or a ear to listen to me.
Okay. I'll not be emo momo monster now and affect all of your moods. I've got a few photos with me. Hope you guys will love those photos. (:
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I ♥ Strawberry Heart Shaped Lollipop! :)
I just ♥ to camwhore in the cab! :D
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