Happy Halloween ! :D

HALLOWEEN HALLOWEEN HALLOWEEN !! :D ♥

Though i don't get to club but still, the mood of halloween is still in me !! TRICK OR TREATS !!! This time of the year of next year, I'll be able to walk in clubs with my IC paste right smack on my head ! YO BOUNCERS ! LOOK OUT FOR ME ! MUAHAHA !!

Okay whatever. I'm hungry now. I shall go HUNT FOR FOOD ! KTHXBAI ! :D

Goodnight. :) ♥

Goodnight guys ! :) ♥

Saturday is here & i guess it's another day of me staying at home to rot ! :) Absolutely have no mood to head out to have fun. Money is always a problem for me. Though lots of guys are asking me out & willingly to pay everything for me including cab fare as they wanted me to accompany them to go clubs but well, i did rather you pay my phone bills for me instead.

Recently i had a really scary dream of my brother. I cried when i woke up but friends said that it's a good sign of me having this dream. Holy god that i wouldn't want to have any of this kind of death dreams of goodness sake. It's scary & it seems real to me in the dream ! WTF.

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I don't want to cry anymore neither do i want to cry because of you. Time passes & i'm glad that you're doing well & having fun. Sometimes i miss your smile so badly. Sometimes i miss standing beside you.

Take good care of yourself & learn to be more appreciative to others. I can see that you love him a lot. May god bless both of you last long.

What title regarding me having make-up ? Forget it, i can't think of it !

Finally got to meet up again with Jaslyn majorlove, rouping, sean & adrain to have a chat ! :D Miss them so much, especially their crazy random topic out of no where !

Same goes for me !!! Yesterday i was SOOOOOO BORED that i told my mom too about it & have a sudden urge to just apply make-ups on my face to pass my time & i did it !! ORZ-SOME !! HAHA !

It have been long since i smile so nicely & happily to the camera !

Before i head out to meet up with the gang, mom's really crazy of me stepping out of the house with my make-up one & her re-action is really funny. Haha ! Little sister is the cutest of course ! She said "Aiyoo ! My korkor become jiejie already ! AHHH !!" LOLOL !!

This made me laughed all time whenever i remember her saying it. LOL


With adrian's iphone 4, we totally spammed a generous amount of photos ! Sad to say, adrian only upload half of the photos that we've spammed ? Sigh.

Jaslyn Majorlove & I . :)

Rouping & I. :D

Adrian & I. :)

With my camera, i didn't forget to snap this awesome moment too of me having eye-liner & fucking 4 layers of foundation on ! OH YEAH !

Shall end this post with this VERY GIRL LOOKING photo of me ! MUAHAHAHA !! :P


I've got to say, i really admire girls with SUPER THICK make-ups like how i have it yesterday night with 4 freakin' layers of foundation & concealer ! GOD GRACIOUS MY FACE HEATS UP & ITCHES !!

Not to mention that my damn eyes feels so baggy like i've not been sleeping for years ! -.-


GOODBYE ! :)

PHOTOSHOP CRAZZZZZZ ! :p

Since i've got nothing much to do, i've decided to play with my own pictures by photoshop-ing it ! :D I know i damn boliao but HEY ! Making yourself look chio is a very fun thing to do OKAY ! HAHA ! :)

Before

After

:) See you guys soon ! :D

Time to have fun ! :D

As you guys will know, I'm quite busy with school projects & i'm really proud with my group & myself being the BEST GROUP among all in the class having doing such a good job on our 'Stop Sex Trafficking Campaign' group. :D

We've a brief video of our video regarding Sex Trafficking that is proudly done by our group ! :)

If you're keen to know more about our group or to know more information of Sex Trafficking, you can go to our facebook page or our blog to take a look ! :)

Next up !

I'm having another BIG project coming ! Brief details is that we have to set-up a blogshop ! :D [But it'll not be selling anything]

Things that i can't wait to do:

-Designing the site

- Photoshoot for clothes/accessories/apparels & more..

Maybe any blogshops willing to sponsor me any things ? :D Mail me if you want to & we'll discuss about it.


But overall, I'm quite excited about this project !!! Hope you guys are able to see the progress or even better, the blogshop site !! MUAHAHA !! :D

Reminiscing.

This is who I used to be.

I hate to cry. 

I hate to feel the pain in my heart.

I hate having changes in my life.

I hate feeling helpless.

I hate you.

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Days have past, feelings for you ain't fading aways at all. Toss & turn around my bed crying all night endlessly. Friends calling up asking if i'm okay & i'm acting a strong front with laughter & smile saying that I'm fine. When will this end. I really need a break.

How I wish I could be him.
How I wish I could always see you sleep every night waking up every morning seeing you sleeping soundly at the side.
How I wish I could be under your hands.
How I wish I could be in your arms.
How I wish I could see your smile every morning.
How I wish I could be the one to see your little cute movements every moment.


I miss who I used to be. A bubble-ly cheerful boy with a coconut head brain who just know how to have fun & smile to the camera all day.

IMY.

SENTOSA LOVES ! LOVES FOR THE SUN ! :)

As you guys knows recently i've been tweeting about me being at Sentosa Beach enjoying myself under the sun, sun tanning ! :)

My boyfriend looks so kuku. omg. LOL

Super random shot don't know from who.

Say hi to this gay. LOL :D

Okay ! I'll end this post abruptly with this super cool photo that i like so much but i don't know why i don't want to put as display picture in facebook or anywhere in the social network place. Maybe this photo looks too cool to be displayed huh ! LOL :D


p/s; This is though a super duper loper old post but hey ! It's worth posting to share with you guys my happy day out sun tanning with my friends right ! :D

p/s/s; I know i've been procrastinating & have not been updating much on my blog giving lots of crap shit excuses for why i've not been updating but fret not, i've still got lots more photos & blog posts coming up ! REALLY A LOT ! So don't run away !

p/s/s/s; Thanks for those who keep continuing coming back tp this space to check out my fucked up life & i've got LOADS of good news for those who wants to want to know more about my fucked up life, next post up next, i'll be telling you guys something REAL EPIC & super fucked up things happen to me. SO DO KEEP CHECKIN' OUT ! :D