Alcoholic Issue?

5:00am here in Singapore and I am still wide awake...

Cause me to think so much on my bed and unable to sleep. I need sleeping pills?



For a moment i felt that recently i always sleep after i am drunk. I am always so awake when i am sober, like now.. I can't sleep without alcohol. :(

How sad..



What have lasalle done to me? Alcoholic?

Where can i find beer and alcohol now? I would love to be drunk now and fall asleep after that even though it me myself, alone..


Am i sick somewhere? Physically or mentally? Help me out. I do feel that I am crazy.