La Salle Orientation Day!

As you know, I've been trying to cope with my anxiety yesterday of my orientation and I'm happy to say that I've gone through it. :)


Definitely the journey to school was arduous. I almost poo-ed in the train cos I was that nervous but thankfully for those people who are with me all the way and encouraging me throughout, believing in me. Thank you.



I really grateful with the fact that I have friends from church who are also going to the orientation. It's such a privilege definitely to know them cos they are my saviour of the day to at least lessen my anxiety.



The orientation had nothing much because all we did today was attending a talk and getting to know more of all the various facilities & helps we can get from our school.

Privileged enough, I'm being chosen to be the group leader for the afternoon. I cannot deny I an panicking but I have to pat myself on my back for a job well done! :D


I've tried to keep everyone together as a team and almost everyone bonded together really well, except for the one or two.

The afternoon activities were really fun and useful of course & I really like how much effort the school is making to make all of us feel comfortable with one another from all courses!





Can't wait to get started with school already though because it looks exciting and at the same time, it's time to challenge myself! :)

La Salle Orientation Anxiety

Damn. Tomorrow will be kind of a new starting chapter of my life. I'm nervous but at the same time excited? Okay maybe more of nervous.


Maybe this is how life is exciting?




I really don't know what to expect later and I'm so afraid that my anxiety will act up. Hope or the best but really, anxiety is not a thing that you can expect at any moment cos it will come any moment of the time.


I really envy people who is without anxiety.

Honestly. Anxiety is already a problem and every time I have to (plus 1) worry whether I will have anxiety. Make sense? It's like the anxiety is making me having anxiety. -.-



Yes you didn't know that I had anxiety because I didn't mentioned it before but oh well. I need time right.



Hope for the best tomorrow and I really hope tomorrow I'll have a great time!

The feeling kick in..

Yesterday I just received the resignation letter for me to sign from my manager as my contract is around the corner.

I don't know why we just behaved this manner?



Before I know about the resignation letter, I can't wait to quit & kept complaining about how shitty this job is but I felt even more shit when the resignation letter came to me yesterday.

Thinking of the friends I've made there & being jobless once again. Oh gosh.





I feel so sad right now & I totally have no mood to work anymore but than again, there's still a period of time to the end of my contract..


Maybe I shouldn't even be afraid or worried cos I know that everything WILL be fine.

I'm thankful though to be able to work in this company cos the experience here is definitely crazier than any other places thus I can say I have sufficient amount of experience for another job coming up. :D


Feels so much better after saying out what's inside me. Thanks for reading. :)