Dying in process!

It's a short post to keep you guys updated! :D

I'm so dead tired now after the Bloggers visit to Sentosa. I'll sum up everything until i got the mail from Diana. (: Of course i had a ultra great time because I dared to talk to the others and also Brendan and I kept playing and laughing around like a fool. :D


Bad news is Brendan and i got caught by Claudia's powerful camera! Omg. -__- I'll get the photos done as soon as possible. :D


LOVE YOU GUYS AND COME MORE OFTEN! :D

Love. [1]

You've succuessfully grab hold of my heart.
Your adorable look and actions just draw me into you more and more...

Nothing could tear us apart,
like the sky and the clouds.

I Love You.

Dear santa!

I've always been wishing that one day, Santa Claus really come knocking my front door or secretly come into my house and put down the presents/present that i wish for.

It's everyone's dream rightttttt... -__- But it's quite dumb actually. -__- Should curse that ass hole who started that santa claus thingy and make all kids/everyone to go crying over why santa is not here!!!


I've almost everything i wanted i guess? I should say 'need' instead of 'want'. Sigh...


I've still have loads of wants in my wishlist and not a lot of people (Or should i say NONE.) knows what's my wish..

There goes my 'Wish List'!!

1) Hope I'll pass my N Levels with unbelievable scores. (This may totally be joke i guess. -__-)
2) Everything goes smoothly next year, especially with friends, family and Studies!
3) ♥♥♥ Ultimate right person of my life!!
4) New phone to entertain me for a while!
5) Hope dad will earn more money and we move to private D!! (My dream house.)
6) Learn how to speak/write/read Korean language.
7) Learn how to sing in a CORRECT WAY!
8) Have my own room!!! (Soon...)
9) Get to go Korea and join SMTown recruitment. (As recommended from my friends that i should go for it.)
10) Look better each monthhhhhhhh!! :D

Shall end my post with a photo again! :D TADAAAA! :D

If I were a Cowboy... [AD]

Have been admiring how handsome Cowboys can be and how cool they look riding on the horse! I've been imagining for hours how will i be and what will i do if i am in a environment of a Cowboy town and there's no games, no handphones no everything!!

First of all that comes through my mind is that i'll go emotional and don't know what to do!! I'm not really a fast sociable person and true enough that i love animals and love to see than moving around happily and eating.

I've got a rabbit myself and that also can be counted as a farm minimal isn't it? :D

Dorry is 1/2 years old and have been living with me for weeks only because i got her from my friend. (: Proud and happy to be her owner as she's really cute and she attracts attentions (especially mine and my brother's!)!!


I've been wanting to have a chance to be a Cowboy a day to let me know how happy to go back to the nature and enjoy what nature really is providing us. Not mentioning the unexplainable joy that minimals/animals can give you! It's magical!

Of course I'll go GAGA and curious what i can actually do in farms and everything! Not forgeting squeezing milkss!! WOAHH!!

*Mehhh~ ~ Moo~ ~ Oink!~ ~*


Shot! I almost forget that I've also got to clean the stinky poops of the animals!! *Roll and die*


After all, being in the farm with pretty girl is totally enjoying! *raise eyebrows* Let's see, a very pretty girl like Fiona Xie being with you like a friend playing while working away in the farm! *happy* HAHA!

Ending my post with this photo that i like the most! :D Do you like it? HAHA! :D

I miss my past. ):

Edited: The extremely big  eyes that is being edited on the photo above is on purpose because i find it crazily funny to do it this way.. HAHA! XD

This is me before i go blondey blonde and i miss him. ): Remember how happy i used to be? Being so care free and need not to care so much and just shop, shop and shop and go happy with friends and family.

Things are not very the same now. Losing things from your life may just be part of our life and I'm going through this ever since I'm 4 years old. I lost my grandfather (mother's father) that i love and like the most. ):


Still remember he loved to bring me strolling around kampongs and neighborhood with his car or his bike. Playing with me before i go to sleep is just the moment i feel I'm the happiest little boy ever in the neighborhood (Though it's not as exciting as it is in the theam park.).


Haven't got over how badly my grandfather past away (Car accident) and witnessing the moment of his heart stop beating.


Reaching the age of 14, another grandfather of mine (Father's father) passed away and went to heaven. Unable to say the last goodbye to him before his last breath though all our families are here for a few nights together to accompany him in the hospital.

Maybe it's because he's such a loving husband that he don't want my grandma to see him losing his heart beat and say goodbye to the world and just go off when we're at home just back from the hospital to bath and prepare to go back to the hospital again.


Miss the days that he bought me and my brother down to the McDonald to have a cone of ice-cream when ever we want to have it. Grandpa bought us computers and loads of electronic games and i miss the happy times.


This year's Lunar New Year will be the 2nd year having reunion dinner without my grandfather.


I miss you grandfathers! ):

Ending my blog post with some chio photos! HAHA!

Still remember that we had fun almost everyday.

We can even have fun in the train.

Going crazy/happy is what we only do and care for.

Don't think there'll be ay cance for us to go together like we used to i guess.. Hope everything go smoothly and I WILL BE HAPPY! :D

Need & wants.

Have been spending money like water all along. Uncle just tld me to know how to save money and think through what are my needs and wants.

True that everyone wants a lot of things and it's a never ending list of wants. But what's more is what you need is the most important.

Haven't been needing much things but being happy in life i guess. And i've gotten that quite much. (: Thanks to my friends and families who have got me feeling that I'm the happies kid in the world. HA!


Though friends are lossing one by one from my hands, but that don't make me very sad when come to think that I still have friends and families that really care and concern for me. Proud to be who i am and what i am (sound like as if i'm a outer space alien come to earth).


Will blog more often the next few weeks as there're people complaining that i blog lesser than i used to. What i can asure yo guys is that this coming posts will be more interesting as i've got something in mind to blog! (:


Love you guys much! :D

Imma Lazy bumb!

Record breaking! Havent been going out for 1 week! (: Rejected everyone who call me out for shopping due to my laziness! I've also been eating a lot from last week!!! -____-


I've something to say quite a long time but because of the Malaysia trip's post got my stuck on it, i can't really post. But who cares now!! I'll post this first than head to Part 2 of my Malaysia trip you CB! HAHA!


If you're my all time reader, you'll freakingly realised i've not been mentioning two people already in my blog.. [If you fucktards don't know it, YOU SHOULD CONCENTRATE ON READING MY BLOG FROM NOW ON THAN!]

Shall not mention their names here because i don't really care much now. BOH CHAP!


Friends who cared for me did asked me and I'm really glad that AT LEAST THERE'S SOME HUMAN CARING FOR ME!

For for the friends that i mention, they are leading a good life (which Brendan & i think that it's really no life.) and have boyfriends (and throw us aside like soft toys lor..).


Knew this thing will happen far long ago and I just kept quiet. Brendan said that we'll have to wait for them to break with their boyfriends and crying back to us.. HELLO?! BRENDAN! I'm not so stupid anymore and i don't bother to explain it further!


Both have told me before that they hate people who go with their boyfriends and abandon their friends. And who am i going to say it to now? WHAT A JOKE!



Haven't contact them for a very long time because i gave up on contacting them. I realized that I'm pretty stupid because there's numerious reasons to it.

1) One of them is un-trustable and both of them should know which inccident i'm refering to. (Fuck you for that bitch. I'm still pissed for that inccident.)

2) Both of them love to bitch around each other's backs to me. Who knows? They'll also bitch me.

3) I also hate friends to ditch their friends so stick to their boyfriends/girlfriends like gule and i mean it. I've never ditch friends for my other half.

4) You've told me that I'm becoming more materialistic and that's part of the reason to why you two feel you have a barrier with me. JOKE! I've always been like this ever since we know each other! (except for the days I'm still young and penniless la!) Are you trying to say that now than you know I'm like this after such a long friendship?

5) Not contacting friends for WEEKS and having new friends/boyfriend/girlfriend totally shows me that you not know what's real meaning of friends but Ouh friend? Okay. Ditch me? I can find new once.

I guess for all of you guys, you do trust your friends alot huh? Don't trust them too much now with your secrets. They may use your secrets as a JOKE even though you guys are labeling each other as BFF. But actually in the end you'll realize the real meaning of it is Best Fucker Forever.


I'm of course moving onto my life and not care about them anymore though it's such a long friendship, and i mean it, it's really long!

Told my friends that something big will happen in the end and I'll freaking-ly not care because both girls chooses them as their ideal choice. I'll only have to say good luck and no tears. They'll still be my friend of course, but an un-trustable one.


I can't use my hands to count how many friends i'm having now..

Let's start the list! (Not according to whatever order huh!) (Close once)

1) Mahirah
2) Zitong
3) Shiying
3) Linden
4) Amanda
5) Jingyi
6) Brendan

OH YEA! (: I'll maybe be bring Elvis (My Teddy) to the doctor tomorrow! :D

BYE IDIOTS! :D

3 days 4 nights @ Malaysia. [ Part 1 ]

Due to there's alot of things that's happening these 3 days, I've to split it up in oder to say it in more detail.

First night:


Before we even heading down to my Malaysia house, we were packing and getting ready to go. I've got to say that the amount of things that we bring along with us is like as if we are going to move house, the huge space in the lift is just nice for us to fit everything that we are bring along with us!

I'm quite impressed with how the lift can still be able to work properly with such a huge load..


First night there is sooo no good for my father, brother, sister and me! These is what we have when we got into our house and put our things down.

Me: Sneeze like I've never sneeze for 35465314 years!! Kept sneezing every 5 to 10 seconds! When going to bed, nose bleed like I'm exploding with too much extra blood in my body!

Brother: Sneeze like he've never done before in his life and wanted to sneeze more look. Trying to see what's in front of him but he can't because he kept rubbing his eyes due to too much dust i guess?!? Itch starts to grow on his body and start scratching!! AHHH!!

Father: Rubbing eyes due to the dry enrironment, scratching because itchy la!

Sister: 'MUMMY! VERY HOT!! ):'

I wonder why my mothercan sleep so well that she don't feel ANYTHING! -___- I amost forget, she's once a Malaysian! -___-


First day:

Head out early in the morning to visit our relatives. Madly tired and kept sleeping in my uncle's car as my father's car is full with humans already.

Here we are at this don't know what shop that Singapore Celebrity like Mark Lee and a female artist is there before.

Old days of placing trays and trays of breads or whatever!

Look at the scary looking long queue! No joke that it's really nice okay! As you can see the shop is packed, my little baby cousin can run around like no one is around in the shop! Cool or what!?

After going to the shop, headed down to mom's old friend's house and this girl is my Malaysia cousin! :D She come along with us..

This is the typical Malaysia food that my Mom's friend prepared for us! It's really nice and i want some moree!!


Time for my Baby cousin's photo time! :D

'Eh? What's that?'

Little baby cousin: 'Ouh yes! My nouse got something! I want to dig!!'
Elder baby cousin: 'Uhh... What can i play with? ):'

'Hehe!!'

'Don't take la! I shy! XP'

Don't see that he's young, he knows how to sing too! :D

Tiredness lead to no blogging...

I know I've not been blogging for dayssssss ever since i'm away to Malaysia! And ever since I'm aways from Singapore and came back, I BECAME MORE LAZY!!!

My job at Malaysia is freaking easy, Eat, lay down on the floor and roll left and right, shit, ride scooter and stroll around the area (A lot of mad dogs there that may bite, so can not anyhow go wulu place) and play... It's such a lazy 4 days and makes don't feel like doing anything!!!!


I know I've promised to post new videos of my baby cousin and also pictures of my Malaysia trip but guess what?! Just now i went to upload my video, it takes around 1 to 2 hours to finish uploading to youtube leh! SIAO!


Miss my cousins and soon we'll have a cousin gathering to have steamboat! :D


I'll have to go catch a movie later, and i'm still freaking lazy! LAZYYY!!! Should have not agree with taking the ticket from my father's damn hand! Legs and brains are killing me.


Not to forget that I've a very 'adorable' pimple under my armpit! FML. When i realise the pimple is there is when i finish my Mcdonalds yesterday mid-night! This makes me curious if the pimple wants food. -__-

Or maybe they want some fresh air (My armpit smell may be their fresh air hor? -__-)? Anyhow, fuck them for appearing! It's so pain!